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Saturday Part 2 5-19-12

Thought I'd post something quick besides the photos. Nice pic heh? :)

Today is officially Willy Wonka day. We walked to down to the Farmers Market this morning and stopped at Hemingway's book store in down town Abby. While there I bought a copy of "Willy Wonka and the Chocolate Factory" By Roald Dahl for Noah. When we got home he started reading it and was done in a couple of hours. After church tonight I rented the movie version. We are watching it now.

In a memorable moment, our little girl went to the nursery for the first time tonight. We had both the babies in the nursery and expected a page or two on the pager, but none!  

So, the wife got back with a few sweets (Couldn't watch the movie with out it). P.S. did I mention I'm backslidden on my diet...? I need some devine intervention in this regard. 

 

Eternity 5-18-12

I was thinking there are some important things I didn't list yesterday... Brother, Canadian Resident, etc... :) I could go on and on. It was kind of a funny (as in strange) post that is a bit embarassing to look at today. I think I might use that post though to write a series on each one of those identity markers and how it has affected and created who I am. Maybe...

On to other things.

I had this big thought a while ago about the length of time Adam and Eve lived in the garden. Without looking, I can't seem to remember the bible talking about the length. I guess there wasn't any real time like we have it, but there was a day and a night. And it is described that God created the earth in seven days. But what I was thinking, maybe Adam and Eve lived in the garden for a 100 billion years before the fall. Maybe they experienced total creative majesty for an infiite eternity and then betrayed and lied when the pick from the tree of knowledge of good and evil. This is a most tragic and glorious thought. It makes me glad to think how wonderful it must have been to walk with God in perfection and sinlessness for so long. What a wonder. The tragedy of the betrayal would be that much greater though. All that time of trust and love destroyed by the greed for knowledge. 

I don't know. Maybe it's all nonsense but it did capture my imagination. This morning while I was praying I thought about it again and it made me glad for eternity. I think it will be a forever of that beautiful wonder, non-stop greatness in the new heaven and new earth with no need for worry of another fall because of the just and finished work of Christ. 

Identity 5-17-12

I was thinking on the way to work today different ways I have identified myself over the years. Some don't apply anymore. Some definitely don't... 

  • Kid
  • son
  • Californian
  • Skater/skateboarder
  • musician
  • Dodger fan
  • U2 guy
  • Coast Guardsmen
  • Christian
  • Missionary
  • Jasson de la cocina
  • Worship leader
  • angst ridden single guy
  • charismatic
  • reformed
  • emergent
  • know it all
  • daddy
  • husband
  • moody
  • funny guy
  • sports fan
  • pastor
  • youth pastor
  • reliable guy
  • Executive Management
  • Artsy guy

And probably some more. Not sure why this was on my mind. Maybe I'm thinking about one of the questions for my leadership hub, "explain your call to ministry". Maybe. Still interesting to think about...

Inspiration 5-16-12

As I have been mentioning lately, I have been struggling a bit in my mood and temperment and I think one of the root causes has been my slipping devotional life and personal disciplines.

I had a break through a couple of days ago when I remembered the joy of practicing "thanksgiving", and then last night as the wife and I were in our walk we were talking a bit more about how I am affected by things I think I can control but don't. Another idea we chatted  is the idea to "start over" and try something new to get "back on track"..

All that to say, this morning as I was praying I was considering all of this, and trying to make some flimsy committment to get "back on track" when I felt the Lord really remind me to trust him for these things. Sure, I do have a part in trying to grow through various spiritual formation exercises and spiritual disciplines, but I need to use those only as a starting point to allow God to work in my life and not as some form of independent self righteousness. Maybe that is why I kind of hit the skids last week, maybe I was starting to boast a bit in my own strengths and achievements and God was quick to show me my ways. I imagine I'm like a kid who thinks he can ride his bike without dads help so he say's ok... if you want to try that... and then takes his hands off for a moment and I begin to wobble and lose control. That is probably a bad analogy but it makes sense for me for the moment.

I am thankful God is quick to speak to my heart when I lose my way...

I had another bit of inspiration that has struck my heart when I watched a video yesterday... (the video is from http://weare3dm.com 

https://vimeo.com/37554550 


When I watched I gained a renewed stirring in my heart that God is not looking for perfect "Rick Warren super pastors to use in his mission to redeem the world. No, I think it's kind of all hands on deck kind of thing. We are radically and increasingly becoming a pagan culture that does not understand we were made in the image of God and that he loves us and wants every lost sheep back in his fold. We need to all participate in God's plan. The laborers ARE few and the warning bells are ringing. I could go on and on, but on a personal level I was impacted by the need to devote myself to the main thing, God's gospel, first to my family then to my neighbors that do not know him. It inspires me to be bolder and care more. 

I was also inspired (with a connection to all of these previous thoughts) -

 

Keep your life free from love of money, and be content with what you have, for he has said, “I will never leave you nor forsake you.” So we can confidently say,

“The Lord is my helper;

I will not fear;

what can man do to me?”

(Hebrews 13:5-6 ESV)

 

Pastor Jason 5-14-12

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So I guess I am finally done being a pastor as of today. With the disolution of my former church, it meant that I am no longer able to marry and bury. Up till I guess yesterday I could, now I can't. I received a nice registered letter from the province of British Columbia addressed to Pastor Jason today letting me know that. Well, I guess it's the end of a pretty quiet era... ;)

Ironically we hosted our former/forever pastor Paul and wife Marilyn for dinnertonight on the same day as the letter... (If this were a dream what would it mean!?!? ;) It was a nice time and I'm glad they have been and will always play apart in God's design to help pastor our lives. We are excited they have agreed to help us with a dedication of our little Lily at the end of June. More on that little fiesta later.

Well, even though I may no longer be an official pastor in that capacity, I am more busy that ever thinking about ministry and stuff thanks to my new missional leadership hub that I am apart of. I need to get some reading from that done tonight so I'm going to call this blog to a close for the day. 

Until later... :)

The Sundays 5-13-12 Mothers day edition

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So blessed by moms today. My mom. My mother in law. My wife who is a terrific mother. It is in honor of them that I am blogging. After a nice long weekend of chasing down a 19 month old non-stop I am tired and thought of not blogging today but my wife (a mom) requested I do... :)

I know this is the day that I usually blog about my spirtitual condition, but I think I'm going to pass this week. All I will say is that I had a rough week but I think it's been chronicled here already and the 3 people who read this, myself and the Lord know it all anyway. Next week I'll get back at it. 

It was a busy weekend. We got all the kids in the car yesterday and headed into Vancouver. That was interesting. Basically a bunch of driving so we could hang out at the beach for an hour and a bunch of driving back. But it was to head into the city. Today Noah and I made Naomi breakfast then headed over to the Matsqui trail that follows along the Fraser river. We walked for over an hour along the river (most of it with a screaming 19 month old none too please to be trapped in a stroller. Dear Lord, please let this be a teething thing or a temporary thing cause we are goin to need the boy to be a bit less "screamy" in the oncoming weeks with all of our travelling) It was a nice long hot walk on a beautiful day. We then headed over to the park for dinner with the rest of the fam. More chasing of the little fellow plus the added excitement of the oldest getting stuck at the top of a large tree yelling at others to call 911. Good thing his uncle was around to climb up and help him get down cause we might have needed the professional help he was asking for if it had been up to me.

Now the kids are in bed and we are chilling on the couch each on the internet. Tomorrow promises to be another hot day.

Oh, randomly, I ran into two guys from my missional leadership hub today. One was with his family at the river and one with his family at the park. That was cool. I also met one of the pastors from our new church. He was with his family and others celebrating Mothers day at the park near us. Interesting day of encounters...

Oh heck, I guess I'll do my spiritual condition thing after all. 

Books reading: Real marriage with the wife this week. I think we only read one night... "The work of the heart" by Reggie McNeal. It's one of the books I have for my course. So far so good. I also read a chapter or two of "Dug down deep" by Josh Harris. Very good book.

Church: We didn't make it this week. The little guy's had a runny nose so we thought best not to go and be told by the nursery he couldn't come in. 

affections: Gotta admit, I don't think I was super active in being intentional about stirring my affections. I think I'm in a bit of a rut and have to come up with something new to break up the monotony. I tend to find something that works for me then wear it out. The week had some high's like praying and studying the bible with Noah, and then some lows like losing my way into some moodiness, I am blessed the Lord keeps calling out to me and my moody spells seem shorter and shorter.

Spiritual thanksgivings: That the Lord is good to call out to me when the fog comes. He is. I was blessed by this blog actually the other day when I was blogging I mentioned something about being thankful and it triggered something in me and reminded me the key that thankfulness is to me for ending dry and mopey spells. Thank you Jesus.

Next steps: I need to be creative and come up with new motivations for my spiritual formation stuff and weight loss. I've plateaued in both. If I'm not careful I am proned to start sliding the wrong way in times like these. So yeah, I need to pray about that. 

Thanks for reading!